Tuesday, May 22, 2007
Thanks for playing
The earliest appt. I could get was in 3 weeks, so I broke down and bought a digital test. After 3 excruciating minutes (sitting in the toilet stall at work -- very glamourous!), it came back definitively "Not pregnant". So, who knows what the faint BFPs were all about (chemical pg.? wishful thinking?)... Anyway, back to your regularly scheduled programming. Thanks for all the positive vibes -- I'm saving them up for the next time I need them!
:: posted by Ann Howell, 1:17 PM
12 Comments:
I'm so sorry, this is so sad. Is there a walk-in clinic you can go to? Or a woman's clinic nearby? Just because they could get you a last minute beta blood test and you'd know some information one way or the other. (It's what I've done when my Docs were on vacation...)
Regardless, I'm so sorry you got your hopes up and then dashed...crap.
Regardless, I'm so sorry you got your hopes up and then dashed...crap.
What a cruel twist of fate.
And such a shame no doctor was willing to see you.
And such a shame no doctor was willing to see you.
Oh, no. I'm so sorry, my dear. So sorry.
Sorry I missed the chance to send good vibes... although, I'm still sending them... I just realize that it might not be quite as meaningful now.
hugs
hugs
I am feeling so ripped off on your behalf! You had done so much work to find a little peace and then this kick in the guts. This truly sucks.
Aurelia has a point about getting a beta just to see what's going on though. Could the digital have been faulty? Have you tried a normal pee stick since the 'Not Pregnant'? I'm so sorry:(
Aurelia has a point about getting a beta just to see what's going on though. Could the digital have been faulty? Have you tried a normal pee stick since the 'Not Pregnant'? I'm so sorry:(
Oh man...that sucks. I'm sorry.
At work? really? that kind of makes me giggle.
At work? really? that kind of makes me giggle.
I'm sorry. This is so unfair.
Well, Bugger. I don't know what to think. I am sure you will follow up, re: aurelia's advice, etc. What's going on?
I am so sorry that your hopes were up only to be dashed. (((hugs)))
I am so sorry that your hopes were up only to be dashed. (((hugs)))
Bummer.... on the other hand, you have like 3 maybes vs. 1 "no." I'd think that's grounds for figuring out what's going on, if it isn't pregnancy.
I'm sorry, that just really sucks. I agree with the others...i hope you can get a beta to help figure out what is going on...
Oh no. I just saw all your recent posts. I am so sorry. So freaking unfair.
I'm so sorry - I missed the posts prior to this one, and I'm just so, so, so sorry it ended this way. I don't understand the faint lines, and think it's VERY cruel of mother nature to be f---ing with you like this. :(
I'm so sorry...
I'm so sorry...