Friday, August 11, 2006

It's Game Over for the ovaries

My FSH is at 93. No more periods, no more two week waits, no more BFPs or BFNs, no more pre-menstrual syndrome, no more baby-dancing, no more tampons, maxi-pads or pantiliners with wings, no more wondering about whose eyes the next baby will get, no more ultrasounds and never again feeling those first flutters from within, just a lifetime of nevermores... I've bled and birthed for the last time.
:: posted by Ann Howell, 3:03 PM

16 Comments:

I don't know what to say....i am sorry that it happened this way, it is just so very unfair. Thinking of you, and wishing i could help in some way.
Blogger kate, at 8/11/2006 3:25 PM  
sigh...this sucks. {{{hugs}}}
Blogger Catherine, at 8/11/2006 3:55 PM  
I just don't get. This really does suck.
Blogger stat763, at 8/11/2006 4:26 PM  
That sucks. Shit. Sorry, so very sorry.
Blogger MB, at 8/11/2006 5:18 PM  
I'm so sorry. I was hoping with everything I had they were wrong. (((hugs)))
Blogger Julie, at 8/11/2006 5:35 PM  
Damn. I'm sorry.
Blogger grumpyABDadjunct, at 8/11/2006 6:22 PM  
I'm really sorry...
Blogger Kathy McC, at 8/11/2006 6:43 PM  
It sounds so final. As if a sentence has been passed without the possibility of appeal.

Devastating.

I'm so sorry.
Blogger Lut C., at 8/11/2006 6:53 PM  
My heart is broken for you. We all grieve with you.
Blogger lorem ipsum, at 8/11/2006 7:52 PM  
Damn it. I'm so sorry, Ann.
Blogger Julie, at 8/12/2006 1:17 AM  
::hugs::
Blogger Angela, at 8/12/2006 9:02 AM  
oh god, i don't know what to say. i'm so sorry.
Blogger Muddystingbee, at 8/12/2006 9:25 AM  
Goddamn it, I'm so sorry! I was hoping like hell that there was some mistake with the first number. I'm so very sorry.:(
Blogger zarqa, at 8/12/2006 2:22 PM  
I am so sorry.....

Words don't really cut it, but I am sorry.

I hope you can be good to yourself this weekend/week/month/year...
Blogger SWH, at 8/12/2006 3:50 PM  
I am so very sorry. (((hugs)))
Blogger Lisa P., at 8/13/2006 3:07 PM  
Wow Ann. I'm gutted that you have received this devastating news. I am so sorry, confused and angry for you.
It is not right, not fair and I wish I could do something for you. Thinking of you lots. (((hugs))))
Blogger Anam Cara, at 8/14/2006 7:36 AM  

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